[ She's silent for the longest of moments, tugging at her arm uncomfortably. The guilt really eats at her when it comes to this sort of thing; killing others isn't something that she's used to, or hell, something that she wants to make a norm. ]
... I'm glad. [ That, at the very least, he isn't mad at her. She expected him to be, but it's fine if he isn't. She doesn't look at him in the eyes, though, just staring at the table and keeping her voice low. ]
I've been thinking about it... finding another way. I don't want to hurt anymore people. I... made a grave for him, too. I visit every day.
[ Look, she doesn't like this any more than most sane people do. It hurts. But then, she looks at Hinata, directly in the eye, trying to be brave. It's painful, it's just like that trial... and yet, it's different. She has to do this, keeping a stern look in her eyes as she speaks, serious. ]
Hinata-kun. Can you promise me something? I don't want to hurt anybody. That's why... if anything happens, if I go crazy again, I need you to stop me. Can you do that?
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... I'm glad. [ That, at the very least, he isn't mad at her. She expected him to be, but it's fine if he isn't. She doesn't look at him in the eyes, though, just staring at the table and keeping her voice low. ]
I've been thinking about it... finding another way. I don't want to hurt anymore people. I... made a grave for him, too. I visit every day.
[ Look, she doesn't like this any more than most sane people do. It hurts. But then, she looks at Hinata, directly in the eye, trying to be brave. It's painful, it's just like that trial... and yet, it's different. She has to do this, keeping a stern look in her eyes as she speaks, serious. ]
Hinata-kun. Can you promise me something? I don't want to hurt anybody. That's why... if anything happens, if I go crazy again, I need you to stop me. Can you do that?