[ She nods quietly, before continuing, keeping her voice even, yet not looking at Hinata as she speaks. ]
The other day... I drowned somebody. When... the changes, [ She pauses, trying to catch herself, sounding very unsure of herself, not sure how to say it properly. ] when they happened... I could feel it. I didn't want to do it. I told myself that I wouldn't. I don't like seeing people die. I don't like the idea of killing people.
... I got scared. I heard the stories, back on the mountain. That people could go out of control if they let it sit for too long. I was scared of that, but more importantly, I was scared of hurting my friends. [ Raising her head a little, she tries to look at him. It's with calm eyes, and a strained smile. ] Sorry, Hinata-kun.
If you're angry at me... if you're upset... because I killed somebody... it's okay. Even if I say that when it happened, it felt as if I were a character being controlled in a video game... it doesn't excuse what I did. Just as long as everyone else is safe, I think, I'll find a way around it.
[ And that's when she lowers her head back down again, waiting to see how he'll reply. There's several ways this can end up and she's... not exactly sure about that. After all, she was never good at human interactions. They're unpredictable. ]
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The other day... I drowned somebody. When... the changes, [ She pauses, trying to catch herself, sounding very unsure of herself, not sure how to say it properly. ] when they happened... I could feel it. I didn't want to do it. I told myself that I wouldn't. I don't like seeing people die. I don't like the idea of killing people.
... I got scared. I heard the stories, back on the mountain. That people could go out of control if they let it sit for too long. I was scared of that, but more importantly, I was scared of hurting my friends. [ Raising her head a little, she tries to look at him. It's with calm eyes, and a strained smile. ] Sorry, Hinata-kun.
If you're angry at me... if you're upset... because I killed somebody... it's okay. Even if I say that when it happened, it felt as if I were a character being controlled in a video game... it doesn't excuse what I did. Just as long as everyone else is safe, I think, I'll find a way around it.
[ And that's when she lowers her head back down again, waiting to see how he'll reply. There's several ways this can end up and she's... not exactly sure about that. After all, she was never good at human interactions. They're unpredictable. ]